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Saturday, March 25, 2006
reached home from bukit gombak stadium.
the mrt ride was long. at least it seemed really long.
especially after sher got off at dover. i was alone.
so i started thinking. yet again.
please tell me someone- what is my problem.
and i dont know how i am going to do my science experiment if im thinking.
and i told sher i would start at 9.
ha. most likely i will spill boiling hot water on myself or something and break the beaker and break the thermometer and screw up everything.
and now that im thinking.
im having a "i dont care" attitude.
and therefore i seriously cannot be bothered with the science investigation.
talking on msn/smsing is pretty easy when im thinking.
because it's easy to act as though im perfectly fine. since they cant see me nor hear me.
i only show it sometimes. through the way i type and the way i respond.
it's pretty easy. if you know me well enough that is.
i'll paint it on the walls cause im the one that falls.
i collide with a world i try so hard to leave behind
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do not sms/IM/call me if you expect a reply.
because i will not reply your sms.
neither will i respond to your msg.
neither will i pick up your call.
and ive done it to some people already.
and if after this you still do it, dont blame me if i flip, although i will try hard not to.
i will only reply if.
1. you are close to me
2. i think you may be able to help me
3. you feel troubled and need help.
so now please get away from me everyone.
jars of clay- flood
Rain, rain on my face
It hasn't stopped raining for days
My world is a flood
Slowly i become one with the mud
Chorus:
But if i can't swim after forty days
And my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves
Lift me up so high that i cannot fall
Lift me up
Lift me up - when i'm falling
Lift me up - i'm weak and i'm dying
Lift me up - i need you to hold me
Lift me up - keep me from drowning again
Downpour on my soul
Splashing in the ocean, i'm losing control
Dark sky all around
I can't feel my feet touching the ground
[chorus]
Calm the storms that drench my eyes
Dry the streams still flowing
Cast down all the waves of sin
And guilt that overthrow me
[chorus]
Lift me up - when i'm falling
Lift me up - i'm weak and i'm dying
Lift me up - i need you to hold me
Lift me up - keep me from drowning again
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simplicity.
*****
simple facts
peiling
30 march
christian
tnsrgs
